I was thinking at about 2 am this morning when i was trying to sleep about what to do with myself. And something came into mind for me is that I realized that I spent 14 years of my life trying to be as good as some of my fav artist "Jeff Scott Campbell was one of them" and something I thought of was when I was at work I would draw a picture and I would put 2 dollers on the picture and everyone would admire it but never spend the two dollers on it.. I also found that it was easier for me to draw the picture and just give it away. My commissions are the cheapest that you or anyone has ever seen and people would rather spend more money on someone elses stuff then to support me. For all of you that commissioned me I will get your commission done and send it to you by your email address (which is only one commission) Anyway as I was saying there is no point for me to go on with this sharaid or believeing that I could get somewhere with this. And too those of you that sit there and say oh well you need to advertise yourself ... Bullshit I do that All the time We are at a website where millions come from across the U.S and all over the world and see all kinds of stuff. I believe I gotten better for what little I have my coloring was in credible. And everything I have ever done was with "no" school. So Im sorry to say is that if I cant get support from you. Then there is no reason why I should keep my stuff on here just a waste of Space for DA.

SO I guess for my next step is to try to find something else for me to focus all my energy on and hope I get somewhere with it. if not I will just continue to work a job or two just to pay bills and spend my money on something else other then art supplies.