Sorry its been awhile since I have done one of these. There lately I haven't been in the mood for typing, Drawing and other stuff. As you can tell I just want to color. I haven't been feeling up to drawing anything, I feel that I'm having my down time haven't been inspired to draw anything worth while. These Two jobs that I have, have been my priority, furthermore my car is acting like a piece of shit so I'm about ready to strap c4 on it roll it in a ravine and blow the P.O.S. Straight to hell. Not to mention that I had to have help with paying my rent. Which I hated mind you. I don't like people giving me money to help me out for situations that it was my fault for getting me in the situation in the first place. (if that made sence any) and it never fails that every time I get off work from one job sit and relax for untill like 12 or 1 in the morning Eather playing Ragnarok online or just seeing people fine art work, checking my Myspace page and like something else. What I hate most of all is running off someone elses internet only guessing if I will stay connected or not. (which mind you I disconnect quite often) I want to start getting my other computer up in running Buy a new monitor, a new desk, a new 3 in 1 laser Jet printer (found one for like 400 dollars that is color.) and I want to get a TB external Hard drive to put all my stuff in so I can reformat both my Desktop and Laptop. so as you can see I'm quite irritated and frustrated. So really I haven't been in the mood for anything productive trying to stay a float is hard. I want to start Drawing again. I want to have one job where I can have time for my family and friends and still make rent and other stuff I have to pay for to some what function. I need to Prioritize my stuff and see if I can make rent to even try to go fix my car because without my car I can't have a job but if I can't pay my rent because of my car I don't have a place to live. So you can see I'm kinda stuck between a rock and in a hard place. here.

Thank you for letting me rant.